Not a Twihard

Tonight I am watching Twilight on TV.  It is fairly obvious that I am not a Twihard, because,

1.  I am watching it for the first time on commercial TV
2.  It was one of the only books that I ever read that I was unable to finish
3.  Even watching the movie, I am struggling with the mix between Mills and Boone books and a teenage wet dream

Levi has taken to going to sleep with the light on.  He says that he likes it because "he can watch me with his heart", which is very sweet, but I am a little nervous that this is some of the repercussion of Ethan's death.  I hope that he is able to speak about it if he wants, but the last thing I want to do is read too much into it and put words in his mouth.  At least sleeping with the light on allows me to get some very cute sleeping photos